defective?

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Never one concerned,
‘Bout the superficial clique
Too quiet ‘n reserved,
To deal with all that fucked up shit
The pointless pecking-order of social competition
And condescending attitudes,
The ones that never listen

[]

“O’ to be one of those self-obsessed, narcissistic, superficial a$$holes.
– Yeah, right……
– Once again I just keep my little mouth shut and stoically walk away, hoping I don’t exist.”

“There are only two types of people, those who want an easy day, and those who want an easy day at the expense of others.”

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decontamination

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Heading for the depths,
That vortex of despair

Soon to touch the clarity of those familiar feelings there

A toxic world so fragile,
Yet so comforting to grace

…So why struggle to evade,
The pull of such a safe dark place…

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just someone?

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Unable to connect,
From reality unattached
Asexual by design,
With no one will I match
For many years I taunt myself,
Caught inside this view
But someone had to be just me,
I’m just glad it wasn’t you

[]

Lost inside,
All hollowed out,
Thoughts crackle ’round this head and shout,
– “You just got too wasted, 24/7!”
– “Now you’re stuck in a hell, that could’ve been heaven……”

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monopoly

x[corrosiveabuser]

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Society is cold,
Abrupt and inhumane
As individuals run amok,
Playing childish grown-up games
Reaching for the wealthy heights,
Of glass and ivory towers
These vacuous suits of parasites,
Reel corrupted by their power

The Wall Street devils revel,
In their thoughts of future wars
Another nation levelled,
Another obvious truth ignored
Heartless governments collude,
With their unregulated banks
Take the poor mans money,
Produce more armour-plated tanks

TV’s spit out propaganda,
The talking heads get paid
To rationalise the evil,
On which massive profits made
The truth no longer matters,
There’s no sense of right or wrong
Just braindead, brainwashed masses,
Unaware of freedoms gone…

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singularity

X[corrosiveabuser]

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Shy, sensitive,
Emotional, honest,
Gifts from a mother,
Retained like a promise
But disdained by the others,
And used as my weaknesses
Just to draw all eyes away,
From their own idiosyncrasies

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burnt out

x[corrosiveabuser]

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Overwhelmed, imprisoned,
Stilted by ones thoughts
Snared and unspontaneous
In Hell now one is caught
Beating back perpetual doubts,
Ever only self-imposed
Lying burnt-out in this vapid rut,
Anxiety overflows…