a cathartic venture into restrained-narcissism
– Even after having landed on this rock over 5 decades ago, to this day I still struggle to recognise and understand the world and reality I find myself in.
– What a strange world it is where some of the most aggressive, vain and self obsessed creatures on the planet, are also considered to be the most intelligent and distinguished, – and therefore left to lead and control us.
– I’ve been swerving all responsibilities – and authorities – most of my earthbound life. I would describe myself as a kind of socially corrupted, culturally subverted, interplanetary Peter Pan.
– After clubbing myself to death in and around North London from ’88 – ’96, I’ve spent the last few decades recovering from varying degrees of social anxiety, heavy bouts of clinical depression and mild insomnia. All of my mental health conditions pre-existed long before those glorious days of my misspent youth, in one form or another, some tied to my mild autism, but the longterm heavy use of amphetamines and hallucinogens, etc, in those younger years had seriously exacerbated each condition considerably.
– update: 2020 – I’m currently living a full life, – within my own self-isolated universe, – carefree, creative and confident in all my actions.
– The purpose of this data is to give myself a creative outlet, in the hope of freeing my alien mind from the velvet rut of contentment that it currently resides within, and maybe in the process push myself to confront the myriad of demons that have stalked me since my arrival on this Earth.
– THERAPY, in other words.
– It will never be my intention to offend, insult, or hurt any other soul…
…. but due to very mild autism, I am not the greatest of communicators, and I apologise fully, and in advance, for any distress that might arise due to comments or subject matter created by me.
– “Society serves only the rich and the wretched.”
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