extraction request

x[corrosiveabuser]
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[send message]

Thought I’d made connections,
But these humans come and go
Am I just so very different,
… Guess they didn’t wanna know

Request mission be aborted,
Project EMPATHY dissolved
Require immediate extraction,
Fear my emotions too involved…

resistance is futile

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Another attack,
Flares into existence
Heart pounds in throat,
But this time no resistance
Confronting this fear,
The only course of action
We’re taking it down,
This rogue mental faction

Before panic sets in,
Reel all wayward thoughts back
Shut down emotions,
Before they’re all hacked
No room for faux tensions,
While absorbing stray doubts
Nothing survives,
From within,
… Now without…

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* Embracing negative feelings and emotions is often better than running away from them, or resisting them, but we must never fall into that trap of dwelling on them, that just becomes nothing more than a futile game of self-torture…

by-product of society

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Your glorious society,
It ain’t so fucking great
Awash with tainted minds,
Pushing war and hate
Taking what it wants to fuel its selfish self-promotion
With bloated shoppers clutching crap,
In a frenzy of devotion

Later, or sooner,
It will consume the consumer
A cancer of despair
… Your society’s just a tumour…

[]

Ever wondered why life sometimes seems so difficult and depressing, leaving us feeling like we just don’t fit in with society?

– “Who’d wanna’ fit in!”

– “Keep your head down, and the door open.”

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defective?

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Never one concerned,
‘Bout the superficial clique
Too quiet ‘n reserved,
To deal with all that phuk’d up shit
The pointless pecking-order of social competition
And condescending attitudes,
The ones that never listen

[]

“O’ to be one of those self-obsessed, narcissistic, superficial a$$holes.
– Yeah, right……
– Once again I just keep my little mouth shut and stoically walk away, hoping I don’t exist.”

“There are only two types of people, those who want an easy day, and those who want an easy day at the expense of others.”

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decontamination

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Heading for the depths,
That vortex of despair

Soon to touch the clarity of those familiar feelings there

A toxic world so fragile,
Yet so comforting to grace

…So why struggle to evade,
The pull of such a safe dark place…

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