extraction request

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Thought I’d made connections,
But these humans come and go
Am I just so very different,
… Guess they didn’t wanna know

Request mission be aborted,
Project EMPATHY dissolved
Require immediate extraction,
Fear my emotions too involved…

defective?

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Never one concerned,
‘Bout the superficial clique
Too quiet ‘n reserved,
To deal with all that fucked up shit
The pointless pecking-order of social competition
And condescending attitudes,
The ones that never listen

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“O’ to be one of those self-obsessed, narcissistic, superficial a$$holes.
– Yeah, right……
– Once again I just keep my little mouth shut and stoically walk away, hoping I don’t exist.”

“There are only two types of people, those who want an easy day, and those who want an easy day at the expense of others.”

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decontamination

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Heading for the depths,
That vortex of despair

Soon to touch the clarity of those familiar feelings there

A toxic world so fragile,
Yet so comforting to grace

…So why struggle to evade,
The pull of such a safe dark place…

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just someone?

x[corrosiveabuser]
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Unable to connect,
From reality unattached
Asexual by design,
With no one will I match
For many years I taunt myself,
Caught inside this view
But someone had to be just me,
I’m just glad it wasn’t you

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Lost inside,
All hollowed out,
Thoughts crackle ’round this head and shout,
– “You just got too wasted, 24/7!”
– “Now you’re stuck in a hell, that could’ve been heaven……”

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