x[corrosiveabuser]

Unable to connect,
From reality unattached
Asexual by design,
With no one will I match
For many years I taunt myself,
Caught inside this view
But someone had to be just me,
Now I’m just glad it wasn’t you

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Lost inside,
All hollowed out,
Thoughts crackle ’round this head and shout,
– “You just got too wasted, 24/7!
– Now you’re stuck in a hell, that could’ve been heaven……”

– Drugs obviously hold off the onset of boredom, and while they can be useful from a recreational standpoint.., boredom will usually push one into a much more productive state of mind.., – well, ultimately, looking back that’s been my personal experience.

• I may have an extremely low opinion of myself, but I assure you,
  – my opinion of everyone else.., isn’t any higher...

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– above: chorus from Queenadreena’s – ‘Weeds’

[note; only photo throughout blog ‘pinched’ for aesthetic reasons, I was going for a more gaunt, tired, androgynous anime look]