x[corrosiveabuser]
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Thought I’d made connections,
But these humans come and go
Am I just so very different,
… Guess they didn’t wanna know
Request mission be aborted,
Project EMPATHY dissolved
Require immediate extraction,
Fear my emotions too involved…
x[corrosiveabuser]
Heading for the depths,
That vortex of despair
Soon to touch the clarity of those familiar feelings there
A toxic world so fragile,
Yet so comforting to grace
…So why struggle to evade,
The pull of such a safe dark place…
x[corrosiveabuser]
Just an insignificant,
Collection of dark atoms
Waiting for some something,
That’s never gonna happen
Their words distort and oscillate,
Fade then disappear
Deep into that choking void,
Of their own hate and fear….
x[corrosiveabuser]
Unable to connect,
From reality unattached
Asexual by design,
With no one will I match
For many years I taunt myself,
Caught inside this view
But someone had to be just me,
I’m just glad it wasn’t you
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Lost inside,
All hollowed out,
Thoughts crackle ’round this head and shout,
– “You just got too wasted, 24/7!”
– “Now you’re stuck in a hell, that could’ve been heaven……”
x[corrosiveabuser]
Pulse racing to get home,
Escape the social helter-skelter
Close the door on chaos,
Solitude my only shelter
But what lies inside these walls,
Cannot truly flee ones foes
One look within it’s obvious,
… Sole creator of my woes
corrosiveabuser 
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