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extraction request

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x[corrosiveabuser]
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[send message]

Thought I’d made connections,
But these humans come and go
Am I just so very different,
… Guess they didn’t wanna know

Request mission be aborted,
Project EMPATHY dissolved
Require immediate extraction,
Fear my emotions too involved…

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1. Control what you can, release what you can’t.

2. Treat every obstacle as the path.

3. You are not your emotions, you are the one that observes them.

[stoic philosophy]

“Between stimulus and response, there is a space, 
– and in that space is our power to choose.” – Victor Frankl

just someone?

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x[corrosiveabuser]
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Unable to connect,
From reality unattached
Asexual by design,
With no one will I match
For many years I taunt myself,
Caught inside this view
But someone had to be just me,
Now I’m just glad it wasn’t you

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Lost inside,
All hollowed out,
Thoughts crackle ’round this head and shout,
– “You just got too wasted, 24/7!
– Now you’re stuck in a hell, that could’ve been heaven……”

 

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– Drugs obviously hold off the onset of boredom, and while they can be useful from a recreational standpoint.., boredom will usually push one into a much more productive state of mind.., – well, ultimately, looking back that’s been my personal experience.

  • I may have an extremely low opinion of myself, but I assure you,
    – my opinion of everyone else.., isn’t any higher...

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– above: chorus from Queenadreena’s – ‘Weeds’

[note; only photo throughout blog ‘pinched’ for aesthetic reasons, I was going for a more gaunt, tired, androgynous anime look]